off with the show
omg, i just took the pressure off and decided not to do the show. my heart was not in it. things from paris wouldn’t be here on time, manufacturers couldn’t guarantee finished products…and these were the walls i wanted to construct. i think i had too much on my plate. undoing it may change my life.
and now i can source all the fab stuff i was gonna gather and get ready for the next one at the right pace. i came here to relax for god’s sake.
mostly i want to enjoy my new home for a sec…this is all i’ve been able to do so far, i’ve been running full speed since i got here. sad i know! but that can change now and i can breathe. i want to stop putting so much pressure on myself. i feel better already. thanks for your ears :p